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| Pops and Ma at Lemuel's Wedding. December 30th, 2011. Photo By: S. |
Random, Semi-Secret Tales of Life, Loves, and Medicine. My days during the the Psychodynamic Leap, and doing Psych Residency in Manila.
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Photo: Pops and Mamita
Monday, January 2, 2012
Photo: Sunset in the Sky
| Sunset in the Sky. January 1, 2012. Photo By: S. |
Oh, and some family pictures thrown in. Not everyone could make it, though. But doesn't green look totally...funky fresh? :-)
Monday, December 19, 2011
Flooded playground
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Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Sunday Birthday Party
| Kuya Rich/Kuya Ick2x. 7 hours short of 33 years. |
| That's Ate Girlie, Kuya Ick, JC, Serge, Anton, Me, Katrina, and Isabelle (who is only 13, and has size 10 feet.:-p) <-- Oh yes, we have the same surname. Not a lot of us in these parts. ;-) |
| This one has Nico (Kuya Ick's son) in it. :-) |
| Their condo set-up reminded me of what I thought an Ivy League condo housing would be like. There are buildings, yes, but lots of open spaces, as well. |
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Photos: Long weekend swim
| That's me and my godchild Promise, who went for her first ever swim at the pool where I lived. |
| This is a vintage-ish pic of me and her on the rocking horse...something I'd keep, and show her when she's older. |
| I know Promise had fun... |
| In fact, so did Manang Bebang. ;-) Love, S. |
Photo: All Saints Day
| Wax and Light. August 2011. Baclaran, Manila. |
"Lighting a candle is a way of extending one's prayer and showing solidarity with the person on whose behalf the prayer is offered." (full article here.)
This is in remembrance, as well, for all those that we have ever loved and have gone ahead of us.
Monday, September 5, 2011
Family Meeting
…that the old name of Kyoto, Japan, used to be Miaco?
That’s something I usually say during conversations (or in parties)…well, once or twice, but not every time. Anyway, I met up with my cousin and nephew yesterday at MOA. It was my first time to meet them, after just talking to them on facebook. But hey, like with any other thing that is near and dear to your heart, family will always be family. We hit it off like we had known each other for years.
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Kuya Bong, 45 , and my nephew Miko, 21. And yes, they look like my father and Uncle. I think it’s the Japanese eyes thing…it runs in the family.
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We hit it off. LOL…as my cousin said, like my father, he was “the life of the party”. <—Actually, my pop is a little more reserved, but he does make people laugh.
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Miko had Pigeon at Mr. Poon’s, where we had dinner, when they brought me home. “What does it taste like, Man, chicken?” Miko: No, Duck.
Same difference.
love,
S.
Sunday, July 10, 2011
The big oral exam
-like), and the people pretty much do their own thing all the time.
I'm kind of feeling the willies over the oral exam tomorrow. I have the tendency to talk really fast when I'm nervous, and to begin with, I already talk fast to begin with, be it in whatever language or dialect. It's almost, well...manic.
:-p
One time, I had a supervisor who wanted me to tape my interviews with patients, and I found out some surprising things about myself, I.e. I tend to talk (a lot) with my hands, and that I shouldn't wear a dress and that among others, I shouldn't be too, well, perky (because I usually am.haha)
And an important thing to note was that I shouldn't be wearing a skirt with a hemline above my knees, and that pants are better becAuse they make it easier for you to run when you need to. Oh, and that I shouldn't stAy within "grabbing" or "kicking" distance from the patient.
Its funny watching yourself do an interview on video. On can never really be aware of their own little tics until they see it for themselves. Oh, and another useful thing I learned from that was that...the angle from the left suits me better than the other. Haha.
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it is the first year anniversary of my grandfather's death today, and I've been meaning to write something special about it. I was going to do it the other night but I didn't get to becAuse I was crying. Nd I was tired from work. But mostly, it was because I missed my grandfather so much.
I wasn't with him when he died. I was 2 hours away at the hospital where I worked then, and I had just done my first 24 hour shift when my cousin Chris called to tell me that Lolo was indeed gone. I was just quiet at first, but when it finally sunk in, I had to cry. And not just cried tears, I sobbed like a big kid. But I could not apologize for what I was going through that day, that big loss that I had felt in my heart. My grandfather, the kindest person I had ever known was forever gone, and I had never had anyone close to me die, and leave me like this.
I stayed in the doctors quarters for most of that morning (luckily I didn't have any patients that morning), and just lay motionless, wallowing in the finality of my loss. My friend Ivy called me after I texted her (she lost her dad at an early age, and she understood). I called another friend as well, someone I felt I could talk to about anything then, and he just listened while I talked about what I had felt. He had never met my grandfather, of course, but I felt much much better after I talked to him. I recall that he teased me about it, it almost felt like he was just patronizing me. But in the end, I felt a whole lot better after hearing his voice, I almost felt like I was home.
Losing people we love is never easy...they have become a part of us, in such a way that when they die, it's almost as if a part of your heart was also taken away.
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I grew up with a lot of love, I suppose. And I have a lot to give. And I'm very thankful for that.
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(I miss you, lolo.)
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Happy Sunday everyone.
Love,
s.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Dencio's and the Hangover
Friday, March 18, 2011
Tricky Boy vs. The Thousand Light bulbs
He’d rather I call the building electrician who charges 100 pesos an hour rather than have his “little” girl change the busted light bulb.
But because he’s in town for a surprise visit, he screwed it on himself.
:-)
Pops texted me the other night telling me that he was going to be in Manila for some work-related trip with the mayor about some lighting seminar something or other.
I thought it was a way cool surprise. It would be nice to see my pop, I thought it would be nice to give him a tour around my hospital, so he could see where I worked.
This is my pop. (Lol. :-))
I was going to post the picture of him standing in front of the roster of names of the psychiatry residents (one of them mine), pointing to my name, and acting like the complete “stage father”. I actually toured him around the ward (where he got all curious and actually wanted to see my patients, which of course, I good-naturedly refused to do, because of the privacy clause.) I also took him around the hospital, where he saw the ER (he was surprised at how many patients there were, and how crowded it was.). When we passed by the ambulatory unit from across the street, I pointed out to him a patient who I thought was probably going to be admitted. “Pop, do you think that’s a Psych Patient?” I asked. “ Hmm...” he went, thought a little harder, and finally said, “No, she looks normal.”
(Haha. There is a reason why he’s an Engineer and I’m a psychiatry resident. True enough, I saw the same patient in the wards the next day.)
:-)
We just got home from Quiapo, where he wanted to go because he was looking for a place that reportedly sold good ham in Aranque Market. We took a cab, and walked around the Quiapo area most of the way.
He knew the area…and while we were walking, he shared a story about back in the seventies, when he was still in Nautical school, he and his friends were into Bruce Lee movies and from ROTC class, they’d line up to see the movies at the Bruce Lee festival (this is pretty much why I grew up watching Bruce Lee movies as well). They’d troop on Saturdays and munch on banana-cues (essentially bananas fried in sugar syrup).
We bought strawberries for home, and when we passed by a thrift shop, he held on to some tops that I liked while I picked out some more. Haha. He was a pretty good sport. We also ended up buying me replacement lamps for those that I had busted in my apartment (and hadn’t changed because I didn’t have the time), a screwdriver set (although he wouldn’t trust me to use it to change the ballast on my bedroom light), a table, things I needed for school, etc.
The sales clerk at the hardware store tested out one of the bulbs, and started to explain how the lights worked, and I was almost puffing out my chest when I said, “It’s ok, my pop’s an engineer, and he knows all about that.” Haha. The dude was Ilonggo, trying to speak in Cebuano, and very, very chatty. Pop and I gave
him a good ribbing, and he laughed along.
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I reckon I’m a daddy’s girl type of girl. :-) I get along well with my father, and we’re very similar in that we are both stubborn, and that we both love a good laugh. We both want to do things to make people feel at ease. We don’t always agree on certain things, and there were even times that we’d have to resort to some book source, or some internet source to settle a discussion (which I almost always win anyway, haha. My father is not a big reader of books, but he is a sharp man.). They’re usually pretty trivial stuff…and one of the funniest I can recall was when we were arguing over what particular cannon they used in Desert Storm. LOL.
(Whatever… :-p)
He’s a joker, really, and I do recall times when we’d take at least two hours during dinner because he was always entertaining us with a joke, or a work anecdote, and stuff. Ahh…good times.
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In theory, I reckon I know how to change the ballast of a fluorescent lamp, but no, I am not supposed to do it on my own. Lol.
He’d rather have someone do it for me, because he doesn’t trust me not to hurt myself around electricity. (He actually explained things as he went along fixing stuff in the house, including my toilet flusher, but of course, wouldn’t actually let me do it.)
Don’t worry pops, I’ll make sure I’ll get a man who can fix the ballast, change my lightbulbs, and do the plumbing as well as you can ( as well as make me very happy, of course.).
:-p
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Ohers:
Congratulations, Atty. Zeus Yee!
Going home for the weekend.
Attending graduation of 4 of my cousins.
Grew a pair of balls...but am slightly miserable about the timing. :-S
Monday, November 15, 2010
Fans
Monday, September 20, 2010
When you "know" (and other stories)
| My caramel Macchiato grande. Grazie. |
I enjoyed it immensely. As of now, I cannot talk about the movie we watched, but it would suffice to say that it's probably going to be big when it comes out.
It was a good creative process. They called that gathering "The Critics Preview", and at the end of the film, the film people had a free-for-all discussion, taking in questions and comments, and getting the audience's opinions and suggestions. It was a very stimulating creative process. I especially loved the multi-layered quality of the movie. There was a rationale behind every shot they did and it was fascinating to listen to the director talk about the intricacies that went behind the making of the film.
| Myself in the audience. Of course I asked me question. lol. |
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A group of writers was heard to have once said that perhaps the hardest topic to write about was that of...love, without sounding too corny (this statement was paraphrased).
I didn't agree at first, because I've always thought of it as a fairly easy topic that anyone can relate to, everyone must have at some point or other fallen deeply and hopelessly in love and has to have some story to share about it. People fall in and out of love all the time. Then I realized that to distill it from its raw emotion to something pure and beautiful without being too heavy or overbearing as an art form is quite difficult after all.
I suppose this is true...when writing, one is tempted to add elements of oneself into the mix, with different results. What is true for one, may not necessarily be what the reader wants to take into himself or herself. It's terribly daunting a task, and the last thing you want to be is overbearing. Love, is multi-dimensional, an experience that is the different, yet is the same...yet still very different in that way, for every lover. It takes much expertise to make it come together beautifully.
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| Photo by Tom Epperson. |
As funny as it may sound, I have no regrets of letting go of something that I had thought was my dream.
Someone I admired in my field, at one time said that when she finally made a decision after being in the same situation I was, she felt utter peace. "Contrary to popular opinion, the heart and the mind are rarely in conflict."
It was a calculated risk of a decision based on intuition and asking myself, "Is this what I really want? and "Will I be happy here?" Like most everyone I suppose, I have a built-in sense of intuition that I always listen to when it "calls".It has never failed me.
I've learned that if something doesn't feel right, and I experience much internal turmoi, it is always best not to go through with it. The last time I did, I spent a considerable amount of time involving myself in something that I didn't finish anyway.
One usually just "knows" if something is going to work out... it's almost like an evolutionary life instinct. What we do about it is entirely up to us.
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| Hershey's rose, in my favorite color. |
She gave me a rose, a pink one, after we were walking around the mall and I gushed over the flowers we saw at one stand. The gift, although given out of a subtle coercion (haha) was awfully touching. I read the card, and she wrote "Thank you for being an inspiration to me..." and...she gave a piece of love advice that really had me thinking.
Surprise, surprise. :-)
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Truth?
I just realized something.
I was thinking about how, like in the King Solomon dilemma of the two mothers, where, he was made to decide as to who the real mother of the baby was. The wise king gave the baby to the woman who decided to just give the baby away to the other woman (who wasn't the mother) just so the baby wouldn't be killed.
In life, you'd have to give up something or some people because you know it'll be the best for them.
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| Please, Carabao? (Photo by Tom Epperson) |
I'm a little late, but ever since I've gotten a copy of the whole six seasons from a friend, I've been watching them a little at a time. James Gandolfini fits the character to a T. Lorraine Bracco does a pretty good job as his psychiatrist, Dr. Jennifer Melfi. It must be hard to maintain a poker face when you're seeing a patient like Tony Soprano. (I reckon I should adopt her thing.)
He's sweet and funny, and he's got good intentions, despite the Mafia Boss demeanor, which makes him a lovable character.
One time, he says to the Psychiatrist: " I think about you all the time. I'm in love with you."
And she says to him, "It is all part of the process. You're making progress."
haha. cute. all that sexual tension between them...
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Ah, L'amour fou*, thou art bane.
(* "Crazy love")
| Planner, found at Fully-booked. But I didn't buy this one, though. |
Monday, July 26, 2010
The Wishes
" For my parting words, I leave you these...I wish you happiness that you could only read from books. Happiness that would make you all giddy and fuzzy inside. Too happy that you'd hate yourself (in a good way of course)... I wish for you to finish your studies and be the doctor you want to be.
I wish that you'd wake up everyday with a smile on your face, know that you are in your path and you are doing your purpose. I wish that people around you would see how special you are, how great you are... I wish you wisdom and strength, patience to go through life.
Finally, I wish you love...Someone to sweep you off your feet. Someone to take care of you. Someone deserving, kind-hearted, a good soul. Someone relentless, tenacious, in good cardiovascular condition (don't smile).
In short, somebody who'd be your Prince Charming in Nikes..."
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